Trustworthy

Juz came bac frm working. tired, whole nite no sleep, sewing n sewing non-stop.
Realise once trustworthy start fading btw a couple relationship, their love will b terminate soon. Agree? There's no point stay tgt by cheating each other, creating plenty of interesting stories to avoid hurting each other. 1st time got tis kind of feeling, feels so bad, de lies or motive intend or unintended, still cause huge depression. My instinct told me, nitemares begins.
There's an example:
"I didn't want to make a story to cheat u, i'm telling u the truth, but juz tat i told u last mins."
This situation similar wif:
"I'm not intend to hurt u, i'm juz telling u the truth tat i oredi married, but juz de diff tat i told u last mins."
My Conclusion comes wif :
"Wat de diff if u told me de truth bt it's last mins?" Izzit some sort of dishonest? Or actually a politeness?

Exhausted. Good Nite. One more nite to go~ Gambateh to myself ++you~

LOVE, only able to improve & strengthen when they trusting each other.

Belum try (lies) belum tau, sekali try(lies), tiap tiap hari mahu(lies).